LIPGLOSS FETISH

On my way to go out tonite with my best friends but am undecided what to wear..or how I should sexy up my makeup. I hesitate for a few minutes thinking of that very kiss that I shared with that special guy that I met the last time I went out with these girls.. gosh I know that he is gonna be there tonite. should I dress up to CACTH his attention immediately, or simply dress down to have him find me in a crowd. Ohhh the horror one girl must endure when trying to figure out what goes best with what and the kind of impression I wanna leave when he thinks about me tomorrow..wait, does he think about me? does he remember my name? ughh I guess Ill find out tonite wont I. O well what ever. I think I'll choose this.. yes my lucky lace lingerie bra with pink satin lining .. I always feel sexy in this..and I think it will be a confidence booster if I choose to become a looser at the very last second before walking into the party..now for the hair.. up or down? up would seem as if I'm to ughh idk stuck up and with my guard up.. I definitely dont want to seem cold.. ok. down it is.. ohh hunny I am looking fierce if I may so so my self.. now for the lip gloss.. what colorrrrrrr.. ohh yea.. ohh yess..HOT PINK.. hes gonna love that..I mean what guy wouldn't be turned on by HOT PINK LIPS huh.. especially on me..lol.. ok.. now if I can only get in the mood... let me record a video ..that's it .. ill record a video that way I can see exactly how he is gonna see me..gosh i sound so conceited.. ok here goesssssssssssss